my desire.

we met today.
we, which means cat and i, got a date today.
i was just on the willing of getting a hug from him all the time.
i wish we could go hand in hand all days months years long. i wish we could hug and kiss. the desire in my heart was so strong and it kept growing if i could not see cat for some days.
it's not a really nice sign. it should be more mentally cummunication between cat and me, which i mean, i am still a middle school student. even though i am an adult. but my body keeps telling me the real true natural need.
fine. let me face my desire. hopefully cat likes it.